Cause I am Green


Happyness

These are the stories of two people, very different people.
Well call them Chad and Shad.
They both went to the same school, since kids they grownt up together… they loved each other, just like lovely twins, normal people.
Chad lived with his mother, the father left after she got pregnant. They fought all the time “you never do nothing for the house!” “you dont love me” “you dont spend time with me!”. Of course, she worked all time to get money for their little house. No brothers, he was alone but Shad.
Shad lived with his father, the mother died after he was born. They fought all the time “you dont ever do anything for da house!” “you dont want me” “you never stay with me!”. Of course, he worked all time to get money for their little house. No brothers, he was alone but Chad.
They both were bullied at school, they had good marks though.
So they grownt up, they left their houses after university and started sharing a flat.
They were totally normal, they went out thrice a month and they both were working; Chad as a merchant and Shad as an engineer.
Chad got a girlfriend; at early age he decided to marry her, and so she accepted. Shad was very happy for him, “I really am” he sweared a couple times.
Although, Chad left that flat to go live with his new wife. Shad didnt think about it till that moment. When he noticed, he told Chad:
-Are you really leaving?
-Yes, i am, i love my wife, i got to go
-So, you leaving me? -asked Shad-
-Im sorry, dont look at it that way… we both have to go on with our lives
Shad didnt answer and left. He thought, he “realized”, he was being betrayed.
The next time they met, they didnt say hello, Shad just started:
-I always loved you, sacrificed lot of stuff just for you, and now you leave me… i just wanted you to be good with me, i thought we were friends…
-We are – answered Chad-
-I dont want us to be friends if its gonna be like that -and left-
They never saw each other again.

10 years passed, still think they are similar?
Chad had his family, a wife and two kids, still working as a merchant. He remembered EVERY day Shad, how he loved him, how he wanted him, and how hed like to see him again. But then he smiled; “he is a very good person, i hope hes ok”. Chad was HAPPY.
Shad, by his way, was alone… he had his old job, and friends of course, but never someone as Chad, he thought “Why to trust people if then they betray you”. Every day he remembered Chad, how he loved him, how he wanted him, how hed like to see him again. And then he remembered: “this is my fault, but i hate him”. Shad was UNHAPPY.

We dont choose our lifes, but we choose how to live it.